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Apr. 19th, 2011 | 05:57 pm
mood: curiouscurious
music: minus the bear

I am back. I wonder if anyone else is out there - reading this.
I have not been keeping a journal. at all. I miss pouring my inner-most thoughts out just to get them out of my head.
I have a gorgeous man in my life. He is patient and gentle and keeps a major hard-on for me.
My sex drive has dwindled somewhat.  Not enough to stay away for more than a few days.
The wild years have passed. Mostly. I have been known to lose my inhibitions on occasion. Bare some skin, run the mouth.
Life has gotten both more settled and somehow more restless. It's something i've always struggled with: the inability to be content.
I try and I care, but I don't know if it is sufficient. I'm working towards changing my future a bit. Improve it's outcome.

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Joe Blow

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from: madcaddy
date: Apr. 23rd, 2011 08:48 am (UTC)

Hi, stupidthoughts. You've updated more than I have.

I always planned on updating daily, and yet it's taken me a few years to say more than this and that. Plus, something or other...aaand, something random..

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monkey face


from: stupidthoughts
date: Jul. 30th, 2011 09:14 pm (UTC)

So LJ isn't dead?! I want to encourage you to update once a month & see if it gets you updating more frequently. I will also try this. I need an outlet. I think i'm a little more sane when I can rant & read & evaluate. Instead of just cause friction in my waking life by unloading mercilessly.

Glad your account (as well as mine) is still active.

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